Another area that has been a total surprise and helped me arrive at this point: I started to do some of the things I had been telling others to do. Four months ago I worked up a new imagery CD session for Self Confidence and Problem Solving and began to listen to it nightly. Thoughts came quickly right after that. Things I had been sitting on the fence about, suddenly had me off the fence and ready to make a move. I know it sounds strange but for me it was like I was putting together the pieces of a puzzle and the pieces were falling into place and a pattern was forming. I can see clearly now…
But what truly amazes me is the fact I seem better now at ordering my day and the things I need to accomplish. I decided to do some volunteer work and quite quickly my schedule has filled up with appointments, people to see, and sessions for people who need my help. At first I thought I was replacing one form of being busy with another but then it hit me that in between the list of appointments was the time to catch my breath and hear myself think. Strange, but those are the words used in my deep relaxation session. I now fully understand what clients had been telling me following a session. I can see clearly now…
And then I thought, if the new imagery CD could help that much then I should try another on the road to taking back my life. I next moved on to the weight loss CD and just as the instructions during the session suggested I found myself looking for ways to exercise (I started walking the six blocks around the office four times a day to collect 24 blocks for the day) and the need to “tension eat” seemed to leave me. It didn’t happen overnight but I could tell I was losing weight and in three months I was eating healthier and had lost 10 lbs. I can see clearly now…
Let me also set the record straight. I am not walking around in a trance like state but more “in the moment”, more aware of the things that work in my life, and more welcoming of those things that provide positive striving in that moment. I will update my progress in the days ahead but for this moment, for this time, for this stage of my life… I can see clearly now!